Wednesday, November 02, 2005
Happy Purrthday Christopher!!!
Today is my youngest human brother's purrthday! He's 8 whole years old! I really miss him. Here is a note from my Mom.......Happy Birthday Christopher!
My baby. I love you with all my heart son. I only wish I could truly tell you how much. I wish you were here today so I could sit down with you & go through all the old pictures, like this one. Your sonogram pictures, so cute before you were even born. Watch you grow all over again, see your wobbly legs as you learned to walk. The look on your little face as you grinned at me around your paci. Seeing you playing with your brothers & then fighting with them once you learned to talk too!!
But you aren't here, so I'll go through them alone. Oh, how I miss you. Holding you in my arms, feeling your arms tighten around my neck when you give me a hug & a kiss on my cheek. How I miss hearing the sound of your voice, telling me you want to watch Monsters Incorporated AGAIN!! How I long to once again see your eyes light up when I walk into the room & hear you tell me that you love me .
We don't get to see you or even talk with you like we would like to. And that breaks my heart. I don't understand why things have to be the way they are, but you seem to be happy & that's what I want, your happiness. I only hope one day things are clearer & you will come here for good.
Remember Christopher, always, that I love you more than life itself & I would do anything for you. Please call or write if you need anything at all. And remember too, you can always come here. I miss you, I love you.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTOPHER!!!
OK, back to normal puddie stuff starting tomorrow. I got's to go cheer up Mom.